Well, I just got back from my shortened deployment on the HMCS Vancouver. I had to leave early because I was chronically sea sick, and no medications were helping, they tried botamine, gravol, injecting gravol. They even tried to IV me because I was getting so dehydrated. I hadn't managed to keep anything down in three days, and that was when I decided it was best to go home. I also had three people ask me if I wanted to, more like suggested. so I went. Now I have to go to school on Monday, a week late for the new semester(but I guess better then a month late). Friday there was an article of my travel in the school newspaper, Le Baron. I didn't quite make it to Hawaii, or the whole month, but it was give up the exchange, or my body. Guess which one I picked. come the third day, it was hard to walk because my body was eating itself away.

On another note, last night, well, I guess this morning at 3 30 my ex-boyfriend called me on his "liquid courage" and broke up with me. Said he still loved his ex. I had just gone to bed at 2. Then at 6 30 my mom wakes me up and tells me to turn on the radio. It was the interview on my deployment, and it made my cry. I'd also only managed to sleep sometiems after 5. So after 1.5 hrs sleep, both times, I was awoken for bad news. I jsut couldn't take it. So I got up and ate some pizza, then went back to sleep until about 12. then mom woke me up again saying I should get up. I lazed around most of the day, unpacked my bags fromt he trip, and just lounged around. After supper my mom and I went out to the movies with my friend and his dad. Me and my buddy are sorta trying to hook up our parents, and so far it's working! Atleast that makes me happy, to see my mom happy again.

due to this unfortunate break up, I was able to turn something good out of it: another poem. So finally I'm getting back into writing again, which I think is good. I normally right what I feel, just like I was talking to a friend. It helps me out to, because it puts my emotions down, and makes them real, but also releaves me of them, in a way. So it was good to get that down. I hope you enjoy!